Struggles
How do people keep each other accountable?
I look around and hardly see any accounting done where the fellowships are most tightly-knit, but I don’t see people sharing struggles with each other, or keeping each other accountable. Maybe it’s more of a personal, one-on-one thing, but if that’s true, then I’m wondering where are my one-on-one’s.
There’s no one who keeps me accountable.
Maybe it’s just because I’m quiet and “pious”, according to a Facebook quiz. I’m also thinking that it’s because since I’ve grown up in the church, people around me who know this fact think that I’m supposed to “know better”. In other words, they don’t feel they need to remind me that I’m drowning in a lifestyle of sin.
But this isn’t true; I’m sinning right in front of brothers and sisters, and they haven’t said a word.
It makes me feel horrible, but I don’t know what to do, if they, of all people, aren’t saying anything.